-=| Ive slow down.... |=-
i was listening to Wang YiDa's muzic today while doin my work...... it's classified under soft rock...... my work had slowed down by abit... hmm... tat proves tat techno wif fast beat.... can help me do stuff faster.....hmmm..... where soft rock.... slows my speed down abit.....
i finished my work b4 lunch again.....yay.......i tod of askin Babara out again.... but i feel tat she is juz too bz... n dun wanna disturb her....hmmm.... or maybe she is avoiding me......hmmmmm.... is she playin hard to get????? hmmm i wonder......
So bored... nuthin to do.......finished my work in 3 hrs..... earned $15.....yay......
After listening to YiDa 4 a while..... i have a certain urge to write a song ahhaz...... seems abit lame yeah......
sigh.... stupid me...... yesterday i was thinking of how to modify the home page...... then i go ask Sean......sigh...... stupid stupid me...... im sure he should be reading this........ sigh...... anywayz wadz done is done. Aniwayz he said he is gonna help me wif Babara..... *help me in wad sense*.......n i ask him..... he say dunno..... wad a good ans......
Hmmmmm...... if the incident is out...... i dunno where to hide my face..... hmmmmmm..... maybe i follow Kaylene la...... leave church n bcome free thinker......ahhaz... aniwayz im not babtised....wad can they say........sigh.......
I actually planned this site to be my let out box...... im a guy who likes to bottle things up...... i used to let it out to Pearlene(Kaylene's sis) ...... who used to be my very good friend..... closer then my sister...... i tell her my stuff..... n she tells me her stuff...... everyday on the way home on the mrt r our sharing....... we tell each other abt our problems...... n it is interesting to know wad r we goin through..... im a unclosable radio....... it will be on all the way from skool till home....... ahhaz..... but now she is not in the same skool..... n we drift far apart now...... i recently met her(last fri).... she looked different.... long hair n all changed...... but i can still feel tat she is still the same inside..... she is still thinking too much abt peepz around her...... still caring...... but we have the lifes of our own...... sigh..... time flies very quickly...... and im gettin older each day.......
Now im wondering....... does pearlene still like me? or does her sis Kaylene like me...... does Babara like me? or all of them treat me as normal friendz..... sigh.... wad is this world turning into........ im dying of being in suspense.......
Can sumbody save me.........
Has God send me Sean...... is he the sumbody who can save me? i wonder.......
Thinking of tommorrow..... it's the day the results 4 the mid year would come out..... i think i would be skinned alive..... im goin to die....... still thinking of entering Mass Com...... i think it would be far away...... im dying in pain.......
Emotion pain...... heart pain......head ache........every where ache...... sigh......
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Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
