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Thursday, June 10, 2004
-=| Sis comin home...... |=-
Sigh today woke up by Mum....... so tired....... went to work......... waha saw 13stakes of Invoices to type....... i was thinkin cham cham cham.... so i remembered my technic of playin techno muzic....... start off workin....... then by 2:30pm++ finish already...... so happy....... can relax....... my aunt n cousin oso suprised...... they tod tat i would finish at 5:30.......ahhaz got 5 dollars more......... so happy.......

Thinkin over wad Amabel's nick in MSN......"You r gettin married leave me alone.....","Leave me alone 4 goodness sake"..... hmmm....... Seems like she has a problem....... i think maybe tats wad troubling her last few weeks........

Hmm my sis is comin back home tonite...... sigh now eating dinner wif Chris....... i dunno why she likes him....... the yoke does not go wif the yoke..... n in Adventism....... i read tat once we r married we cannot divorse n get married again.... as tat is being Adultourous.......... hmmm wadever i say she dun wanna listen....... wad is this man....... her life would go down the drain....... even now he wants her to drink some pig intestine soup or sumthin...... ask her to eat pork..... although she can recease the temptation...... i doubt her children can...... dunno how to persuade her.......

Wad is this world gettin into........ wad a unfair world....... is the end of time comin? look atthe society today....... so horrible........ easily influenced...... n now parrents dun really understnd their children well..... and they say they cannot get along wif them....... bcoze they r still living in their own old kampong days....... why can't they try n understand the society more........ it has changed tremendously..........

As christian we belive to have a happy family n stuff..... but i dun think it's easy to achieve........ can't belive tat im living in such home........ A dad who onli noes how to tok crap........ n dun understand me..........

I sound really horrible rite.... living in such home........ but i feel happy tat i spend most of my time out of the house....... either workin or studyin in skool....... so happy...... aniwayz i dun tok to him much oso........ so anywayz not so bad...... but he keep bothering me wif his answered questions....... askin questions which already answered himself........like he already noes tat the windows r already closed........ n he keep askin me the same queston...... n i will give him the same ans....... is he havin dementia........

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Wednesday, June 09, 2004
-=| Tooopid telephone.... |=-
today woke up by the telephone again....... 11+ sky was very dark.... like evening 7++..... it was gonna rain....... all the windows r already closed...... n i receive a phone call from my dad...... telling me to close all the windows n stuff..... he reminded me so many times sommore..... come to think of it it was abt 3-4 calls..... juz to comfirm wheather ive closed the windows.... but when i woke up the windos r already closed.... i seldom tok to him... maybe tats how he wans to communicate wif me........ but wad he is telling me r really crap....... wad da hell..... wad kind of person is he...... has his wire been connected wrongly....... can't he noe tat the windows have been closed.......

i was slackin all day at home....... Babara is in Malaysia by now i guess...... nobody online to tok to today....... so sianz.......

Heard tat babara has not been attending bible studies.......... i guess it is peer preasure........ Sean was askinme wadz the cause.......... i dun really think i should tell him....... he summore ask me to persuade her......... i dun think this way would work.... bcoze like tat she would come bcoze sean wants her to come.... like tat it won't serve a purpose...... so i told him to ask her to get into doin other stuff...... like setting the table...... n planning youth programmes n stuff....... so she would feel needed.... And when time passes i think she would understand more.......

Hmm...... seems like my blog gettin shorter n shorter yeah..... dunno wad to write.... as nuthin much has been happening......

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Tuesday, June 08, 2004
-=| Watched Troy...... |=-
Today woke up all prepared to watch troy.... actually got tuition at 10:30am..... but finish at 12...... but muz meet nat at 12pm....... hmmm so i skipped 1 lesson of tuition........ ahhhz naughty me......

Met Nat n Wayne at Somerset...... n went to Cenilesure......had a bible study wif him n Lu...... he asked us to rate my parrents from 1-10...... 1=like heaven n hell.... 10=very good palz....... i said tat we were 5...... they were sort of shocked....... but anywayz me n my dad r really not too good........ i dun really like tokin to him...... n he is FON(full of nonsence)

Anywayz..... later played LAN.... waha first time in CS....... so fun.... so shiock...... shoot n kill moving objects in the pc......so shuang......

Then watched Troy...... wah so much action....... so interesting........

hmm had a wonderful day........ hope it would turn out like this on Sun...... n i hope Sylvia can turn up on Adrenaline rush........ she really does wanna go.... but her dad sum sort of dun want....... sigh so sad...... hope u guys can pray tat her father would change his mind......

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Monday, June 07, 2004
-=| Back to workin..... |=-
Woken up by my Dad's call......... tokz crap....... "hello... Joel ah..... u n ur mother wake up already or not...." if ive not woken up by ur stupid phone call...... who is tokin to u now?????

Went to work...... n finished by lunch time....... i went to Causeway point to collect my hp...... yay im havin fun wif my hp.....

Went to boon lay to get straws from Jurong point.......kinda saw Babara's friend n her...... but i dunno if it was her.......

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Sunday, June 06, 2004
-=| Got a new but old hp.......... |=-
I made myself crawl out of bed today..... attending a new tuition class till 12...... yawning away.... slept at 2++...... so tired.........have 6 huge pimples already...... then ive got panda eyes summore........ so horrible.......

Ate lunch wif my mum...... then went to the hp shop n got a hp model 6610...... it's exticted.....but i got a 2nd hand....... i hope it's good.......

It has a code on it by the previous owner....... curse him........ i had t go to the Nokia shop to get it decoded....... summore muz pay money....... luckily i got warantee then can decode it 4 free........ awaiting 4 tommorrow to come so i can go collect it.......

Ate a durian dinner....... eat until wanna puke...... dunno wheater tommorrow got more pimples or not....... sigh..... ba wo zi ze chou hua(ugly~fying myself).......

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-=| Interesting day....... |=-
When to church today........ tried to practice wad Sean said, to try n tok to WS n Babara more....... hmmm i tried to tok to them....... still feel abit Mo Sheng (strange) tokin to WS...... but i kinda get a hang of it....... Aniwayz i really like Babara's company....... but heard lotsa rumurs of WS likin her...... i could actually tell it in his eyes...... But she say he doesn't.......

Today at SDACC Pastor Simon siew was tokin abt BGR today.......it seems to be a WOW...... but he says it is not aplicable to teens........ as they r not Mature enough......sigh....... this is a combine YOUTH u noe....... not combine YOUNG ADULTS ......... not 4 us....... but it's told to us....... wad da hell...... feel it does not apply to us.......

Later went to Darlene Zerches's concert........ it is at the Kallang stadium...... Waha she is power....... can Siong all the way...... summore yesterday already sing once......Jump n jump..... ahhaz...... n then most of the songs r new to us summore...... Aniwayz today is my first time seeing Babara so high..... she jump more then me...... ahhaz.....

After the whole thing ended.....Babara 's mum came n pick her n Clara home, Joyce went along.....then Shaun, Amabel n me walked to the MRT.... waha so tiring... got a drink at Cheers at the MRT.......

Shaun wanted to sit the MRT but it was disrupted around the Toapayoh n Bradel area...... aniwayz me n Amabel set bus....... chatted on sum personal stuff ...... Had fun tokin wif Amabel.......very interesting person.........

Met up wif my mum at 11+++......... reached home at 12........ now chattin wif peepz........ hmmm i had a long day.......=D

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Friday, June 04, 2004
-=| Wad a Akward day...... |=-
yesterday i chatted wif Andrew on MSN till abt 2:30.....had to change my bed sheet n put on a new one....... managed to sleep at 3.........soooooo tired.......

This morning so happy..... no phones to wake me up..... on the tv n pc...... watched tv n chat on MSN till abt 1pm..... Had to meet my mum in North point..... realised tat there is no more pants 4 me to go out...bcoze i wore them all to work.......sigh......wore the jeans i wore yesterday...... realise a shock of my life....... my hair is very flat..... as if it has been stuck to my head......bcoze i wore a bandana and a cap yesterday.......AHHHH...... rushin 4 time......quickly wear a cap n went out......

Met my mum ..... we wanted to go Delifrance....... so cooincidentaly we saw Trcia n her Yishun JC friendz..... i feel so akward~...... as i looked horrible....... told my mum to go eat sum where else......

We went to the food mall down stairs....... ordered some curry n dipped them wif bread...... wahaz so nice.... the bread like sponge absorbs alot of curry...... when brought into the mouth.... the curry rushes into our mouths......
When we were abtto get up..... there was a boy n a gal waiting 4 our table...... he was wearing the cap in the same way as i am...... the flap of the cap facing the back of our heads......i felt so akward~..... he stared at me like he wants to fight wif me like tat...... then i did this ":p" at him...... then as i walk away..... i moved the position of my cap.......sigh so embarasing..... Seems like wearing a cap is quite a common thing in s'pore huh.....hmmm next time i should stare back......

Went to the nearest GP......to see abt my ear...... it kinda swelled..... the Doc said theres nuthin he can do abt it.....hmmm then we dun need to pay him anythin......

Walked by a hp shop....... they said tat the handphone model would drop when it comes to june...... i waited till june n they say no more already...... so infuriating ........ Butthere is a second hand..... black colour wanz... so nice.... n it is $200++.......

Hmm planning to get it....... aniwayz my parrents 4got abt my bday last year.... so sad.... so this year they muz pay back......Mwuahahaha.......their pay back time has come........ Plus this year they havn't give me anything yet.......
Hmmm waiting patiently 4 the hp........

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-=| So bored... |=-
Woke up at 9++ today....... by my mum....... accompanied her to the market...ate breakfast n bought lotsa stuff for 2nite n 2molo nite's dinner......

Came back n used MSN...... chat n chat n i muz change bed sheet..... so sianz.....

watched tv in the afternoon...... watch until sleep...... sigh so tired......

At nite went to Thomson church to chop the jumble sale tickets..... chop chop chop until my hand pain..... dunno how Mrs Yuen managed to do most by her self.....

I actually tried to invite Sylvia(cousin) to the Adrenaline rush activity....... i tod she would say no(it's her bday... n her friendz might have already booked her).....but she said ok.... and she tod abt Qinpei and Yanwei.......
Called qinpei(tod she would go)...... but she say she is bz.... have to be MC of her skool activity...... sigh........
Called Yanwei....... ahhaz i tod her was his father.... lolx..... then he said he would think abt it.....i hope he can.....

Hmm..... is Satan tryin to destroy their opportunity to noe more peepz from the Adventist church??? hmmm..... i hope both Yanwei n Sylvia can make it on tat sun....

so tired..... n i dunno wad to say......Peepz who read this...... hope u can pray abt it.....

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Wednesday, June 02, 2004
-=| Had fun the whole day..... yippy....... |=-
Didn't sleep well last nite....... was reading magazines n listening to Avril...... Knowing tat im gonna see her tommorrow make myself happy n i juz cannot sleep....... but after reading the magazine 4 a while..... i kinda got sleepy......

Woke up today by tat tooopid phone again ......from my mathernal grandma's sister..... i was okok.....okok..... n i dunno wad was she tokin abt..... sigh...... said sumthin like she is introducing sumone to the old folks home......

meet Babara at 11....... met her at 1110am...... ahhaz...... we walked to a "far far away"(coted from Shrek 2) playground..... we were swinging on the swings there..... ahhaz sit until backside pain....ahhaz......
When to Macdonalds...gave her a treat... ate the chicken fillet meal....... n she ate large fries.....sigh..... ask her wheather she wanted more...... but she did not want..... i say carbo onli...... then she say it was enough..... chili sauce got vitamins.... and carbo is stored energy......then wo wu hua ke shuo....
I took extra straws...... as i know she would like to make hearts n stars out of it...... then alot of the staff stare at us.....ahhaz.....but wad can they do.... then we saw a cute little gal sitting behide Babara....... she gave her a heart..... but she never take.....aniwayz she so cute.....

Later we continued swinging, sitting on plastic horses and motor bikes..... saw many cute children running here n there.....
And i was fa dai~ing thinking how was it possible tat im out wif Babara...... and i realised tat im really out wif her.... so happy.....

Then i heard the sky growling.....leaves start dropping as if it was authum...
The scene is juz nice...... it's gonna rain...... but it seemz like it's not......
Minutes past n drops of rain starts to drop....... every drop seems to get heavier n heavier..... but we were still on the swing....until she said it's too heavy..... beter walk in the rain..... ahhaz... rather romantic...... but it starts to get too heavy.....and we start running in the rain....... ahhaz..... bcome luo tang ji......

We went to to Jurong point.... we bought staws n shared among each other..... and took neo card..... yay it's my 2nd..... and now we dun look like stone stone.....ahhaz..... now alot of action.....=D

Then we went to pet's station down stairs..... their animals r so adorable..... the dwaf hamsters look like little fur balls..... so cute...... most of them r sleeping.... and in their weird positions make them look farnie...... at first i saw one 4 legs were in the air... i tod it's dead..... but later saw the heart pumping.... so maybe tat was a sleeping position..... so cute.....We saw another hamster it's cheek was resting on the side of the cage......some were squeesing each other to get a nice possition next to the wall.....some fell asleep in their watering bowls..... and some prefered sleeping in the cycling wheel..... ahhaz.... so cute..... wish i can have all of them......

Asked Babara lotsa question.... n she asked me lots too....... but we came to stumble on a question..... Is WS goin to the Adrenaline rush camp in sentosa...... n she said he was....... Nat invited him...... sigh.... altough lettin him mix around is good.... but it makes me quiet....... wad can i do.....maybe lettin him noe more friendz is good.... then he won't be stuck on Babara..... n i can feel tat he is quite bored.....Sould i tok wif him? but he seemz a snob..... ahhaz.....

She said tat she wants to cut her hair, cut until shoulder length......She told me she wants to have Una's hair(from finale fantasy).... i heard T-una..... n i was wondering what hair style is tat.....ahhaz.... im abit death huh.....
Then i repied her by sms.....I discouraged from doing tat...... not to say im a chouvanese pig, to sat tat gals muz have long hair...... but to have the layered hair, tat is spiked out...... like those jap look........ looks very nice...... but muz iron to have tat shape......n put clay....... or else muz perm n do setting.......... then muz still put clay...... ahhaz very ma fan .......
then later she smsed me say she dun wanna cut already...... wanna keep long long..... ahhaz...... was she testing me? ahhaz.......am i thinkin too much???? Anywayz i feel tat we went out this time more like friendz...... never receive any hints or sumthin....... ahhaz...... it juz fun fun fun......

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Tuesday, June 01, 2004
-=| She agreed........ |=-
Today..... i muz finish the whole stack of invoice..... and sum up the whole month.... rushin n rushin......... do from 10 - 4 again........ hee earning good money... ahhaz... better then lazin around at home....... Yay i can save enough money 4 a new handphone........... yay!!..........

2morrow is Vesak day......... goin cousin's house to have lotsa fun........ yay....... the nite would alwayz be young......... have fun and be merry all nite long......... Woohooo.......=D.......

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-=| Boring day....... |=-
Woke up late today............. actually can sleep later but being woken up by calls....... first my father...... then my mother........ then my father again........ so irritating......sigh........

Brush my teeth n stuff....then i faster on the PC....... get a bowl of tomatoes n started eating them........ so nice............ eat n eat...... then msn peepz...... sian already on tv....then my mum reminded my to do those pass year exam papers...... i was like ok.......

Started on the first question...... i was like....... wad type of question is tat.... n i never continued my sums.........

i was chattin n chattin..... laming n crapping abt.......suan Sean here n there...... very nice tokin to him.......ahhaz.........im full of crap..... starting to crap him up.......

I think he saw my blog n got a shock........ i seem so anti christ.......sigh...... 2nd generation christians....... being dragged to church..... being instructed since young....... no relationship wif GOD......

And he said stuff like gal find guyz attractive when they r very spiritual...... wad de..... i think they will feel tat we r nerdy.....toot toot..... u noe..... attractive my foot....... he dun have gf........ Attractive??????? ahhaz...... did Sean say he was attractive???????? ahhaz....... i bcome merlion ah.........ahhaz......

Hmmmmm...... he has alot of self confidence....... lets not break it up....... Sean feels he is handsome......... wad does the gals think???????? hmmmm i wonder.......

He was telling Aggie stuff like telling Babara abt not gettin into BGR....... hmmmm..... make a right choice...........

hmmmm...... u see.........im 16 this year........ retakin my sec3..........by right finish o levels by 17......... then one more year army.............. army 2++ years dunno Babara can still wait 4 me..........

Ahhaz..... am i a despo????? hmmm...... or izzit my homornes..........hmmmm...... puppy love?????? or real relationship??????? soundz like a puppy love yeah??? i wonder izzit peer preasure???????hmmm wadz causing these?????????

Sean was telling me tat WX likes Babara........hmmm from wad she wrote in her online diary.......but she told me he doesn't like her........hmmm i wonder........

Plan to ask her out tommorrow........... but she kept ignoring me........... feel quite disapointed.......has she found her prince?????? Is the prince me???can she be my Cindarella???? Let me be ur prince and u will be my Cindarella......
Does she like me a little....... or not at all....... how can i let her noe me more?????....... how can i noe her more????????She has not been updating her Diary.... i dun think she wants me to noe wad she is in now.....sigh.......

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-=| Love and Marriage.... |=-
Another clipping which i found interesting.....

One day, Plato asked his teacher, "What is love?
How can I find it?"

His teacher answered, "There is a vast wheat
field in front. Walk forward without turning
back, and pick only one stalk. If you find the
most magnificent stalk, then you have found
love."

Plato walked forward, and before long, he
returned with empty hands,having picked nothing.

His teacher asked, "Why did you not pick any
stalk?"

Plato answered, "Because I could only pick once,
and yet I could not turn back. I did find the
most magnificent stalk, but did not know if
there
were any better ones ahead, so I did not pick
it.
As I walked futher, the stalks that I saw were
not as good as the earlier one, so I did not
pick
any in the end.

His teacher then said, "And that is love."


On another day, Plato asked his teacher,
"What is marriage? How can I find it?"

His teacher answered, "There is a thriving
forest
in front. Walk forward without turning back,
and chop down only one tree. If you find the
tallest tree, then you have found love."

Plato walked forward, and before long, he
returned with a tree. The tree was not thriving,
and it was not tall either. It was only an
ordinary tree.

His teacher asked,
"Why did you chop down such an ordinary tree?"

Plato answered, "Because of my previous
experience. I walked halfway through the forest,
but returned with empty hands. This time, I saw
this tree, and I felt that it was not bad, so I
chopped it down and brought it back. I did not
want to miss the opportunity."

His teacher then said,
"And that is marriage."

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-=| Why do women cry..... |=-
This is one of the msg i found on my bulletin board meaningful.

Why Women Cry... A little boy asked his
mother, "Why are you crying?"

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never
will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does
mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad
could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still
wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on
the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so
easily?"

God said: "When I made the woman she had to be
special. I made her shoulders strong enough to
carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough
to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to
endure childbirth and the rejection that many
times comes from her children. I gave her a
hardness that allows her to keep going when
everyone else gives up, and take care of her
family through sickness and fatigue without
complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love
her children under any and all circumstances,
even when her child has hurt her very badly. I
gave her strength to carry her husband through
his faults and fashioned her from his rib to
protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know
that
a good husband never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to
stand beside him unfalteringly. And finally, I
gave her a tear to shed. This is hers
exclusively
to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a
woman is not in the clothes she wears, the
figure
that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes,
because that is the doorway to her heart - the
place where love resides."

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